secret motel drug club
by illumitati
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peaceful apocalypse
02:32
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the end is coming
soon it will be here
the destruction of time
is drawing near
oh god
its already here
cant you hear
the sirens blaring
the children crying
the people screaming
the world is dying
its all a haze
in these strange final days
every day is a distant memory
tomorrow is now today
life looks is like a landfill
but if you take a look at it at a stand still
maybe you finally will
find the time
to have some quiet final moments
inside your mind
escape this abyss
find some bliss
have a peaceful
apocalypse
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sleepin thru the sirens
02:40
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yes i hear them comin
but i aint gettin up
i cant leave my bed
im already trapped
inside my head
im sleeping thru the sirens
all of lifes alarms
cannot disturb my slumber
i live in dream land
because reality is just
a series of endless blunders
i hear them comin
but im not leaving my bed
im sleeping thru the sirens
because im already dead
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dreams of tomorrow
03:04
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i used to have dreams
dreams of tomorrow
hopful, dreamiing optomistically
but tomorrow has passed
for many days
and tomorrows dreams
became todays nightmare
time is ticking
it never stops
nothing more powerful
than the almighty clock
but no alarm can wake me
when horrifying nightmares
turn into surreal realities
you cant wake up
if youre not alseep
and sadly this is not all
just a dream
tomorrow is today
tomorrow is yesterday
tomorrow is gone
the future has passed away
the things that we thought would be
that we never got to see
and all the things
we thought would last
all thats left
are dreams of the past
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4. |
prisoner of thought
03:03
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5. |
ceremonial crimes
02:41
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soft roulette
02:43
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lifes a gamble
wanna bet
when its gonna end?
join the party
have some fun
waltz through the crowd
never mind that its loud
enjoy yourself
just have fun
just like everyone
play the game
or lose your fame
will you make it?
or will you get hit?
when this is over
we will mourn
but for now
lets just feel
reborn
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7. |
death in heaven
02:21
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a murder in paradise
that was supposed to be eternal
what has happened?
where am i?
have i died
a second time?
how could this happen
in eternal paradise
how could such a cruel fate
happen in such a beautiful place?
where do the dead go
when they've already died?
all thats left
is nothingness
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honorable harm
03:26
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violent defense
peaceful offence
justified defense
its just defense
they were just defending themselves
they protect the people
they fight for safety
they are heroes to be honored
sometimes
people just gotta die
to keep the illusion going
of justified crime
violent defense
peaceful protest
just defense
it was just defense
when will the fighting end
will there just be
perpetual bloodshed?
who are they fighting for
who are they protecting?
whos heroes are these murderers?
sometimes
people just gotta die
so murders can continue committing
their most honorable crimes
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messages from ghosts
04:35
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the clock is ticking
can you hear it?
do you hear
the talking?
whispers from the past
speak through time
they try to warn you
what once was
always shall it be
the clock is ticking
forever
in an infinite circle
that will never end
the ghosts do the talking
while the clocks are ticking
theyre trying to warn us
there is no past
there is no future
there is only now
and forever
shall it be
time never stops
history is on
an infinite loop
the suffering will never end
simply rinse and repeat
the ghosts do the talking
as the clocks are ticking
trying to warn us
the clock will stop ticking one day
but we wont know
now is forever
and forever is now
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drowning in my dreams
02:18
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abandoned ambitions
03:23
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ghost girl
04:49
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about
this is it.
its finally here.
so much time, so many files, forever lost to time.
There are 3/the original 10 tracks i had made on this album, a lot of tracks were recreated to my best ability and theres a few new songs as well.
Note: to avoid any kind of legal troubles i've decided to upload the visual album separately, offered for free. There's just too many samples and I'm anxious about being sued because I aint got no monies, haha.
Speaking of money troubles, I know times have been tough for everyone, so i will also be making this album only a dollar, and will stream for free.
Also, if you're so kind you can pay more if you like.
its finally here.
so much time, so many files, forever lost to time.
There are 3/the original 10 tracks i had made on this album, a lot of tracks were recreated to my best ability and theres a few new songs as well.
Note: to avoid any kind of legal troubles i've decided to upload the visual album separately, offered for free. There's just too many samples and I'm anxious about being sued because I aint got no monies, haha.
Speaking of money troubles, I know times have been tough for everyone, so i will also be making this album only a dollar, and will stream for free.
Also, if you're so kind you can pay more if you like.
credits
released June 20, 2020
Thank you so much, tegan, my love, for keeping me going all this time.
Thank you griff, yr a good brother from another mother
Ro, yr crazy talented and love that yr down to work on whatever w me. Cant wait to make more music and vids w ya.
soundcloud.com/melly-j-the-wizard
Zaad, Chuck, Kelci, and the remaining members of ILL_CO, you guys rock and keep me goin. Hopefully we can all get together again soon.
Also big thanks and shout out to Pete (check him out @ www.peterswimm.com !!!) for being so god damn helpful and kind and helping me finally put this all together. you have no idea how much ya helped me out.
Of course, thank you mom and oma for being there for me and encouraging my pursuit in the arts in my life. <3
Much love to both my Freeman boys.
Rest in peace, Matt. I miss you.
And Tuck, I miss you too and hope you're OK. I love ya bro. A lot of this album was made in a big part because of you.
One day we will meet again. old friend.
Thank you so much, tegan, my love, for keeping me going all this time.
Thank you griff, yr a good brother from another mother
Ro, yr crazy talented and love that yr down to work on whatever w me. Cant wait to make more music and vids w ya.
soundcloud.com/melly-j-the-wizard
Zaad, Chuck, Kelci, and the remaining members of ILL_CO, you guys rock and keep me goin. Hopefully we can all get together again soon.
Also big thanks and shout out to Pete (check him out @ www.peterswimm.com !!!) for being so god damn helpful and kind and helping me finally put this all together. you have no idea how much ya helped me out.
Of course, thank you mom and oma for being there for me and encouraging my pursuit in the arts in my life. <3
Much love to both my Freeman boys.
Rest in peace, Matt. I miss you.
And Tuck, I miss you too and hope you're OK. I love ya bro. A lot of this album was made in a big part because of you.
One day we will meet again. old friend.
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